Being Independent.
It isn’t always fun. It can be lonely. And sometimes make you hurt a little from being lonely. It’s not all bad. Just not always ideal. Especially when people think, ” Wow. She can really hold her own. Look at her standing there.”
When what is going in there mind is, ” why are they just looking at me? Should I try to start a conversation with them? They are my friends but they never seem to really want to talk to me unless they need something. Oh well. I just won’t look at anyone for too long and stand here waiting for somebody else who needs saving. Don’t mind me. I’m not a real person who actually wants to talk and enjoy your company. I’ll do what is best for you. It’s the right and unselfish thing to do. Right?” that’s retry much what goes on in my head anyways. Oh well. At least I’m preparing for an unmarried, home alone life that I already seem to have since I don’t like people coming over to my “house”. :/ but I can live with it because I have so far.
